AnaPaulaD.

If you’ve watched the movie “Everyday I Love You” you would know why I’m writing this. Hahah You know how you meet this one guy and he makes you feel special and important? How his text messages and late night calls is enough to make you smile. The way how his hugs and kisses give you butterflies. How he says I love you, like all will be right in the world.  *kilig-kilig eeeppp!* I would like you to know that, once upon a time, I was also like you. I know how happy and contented he makes you.  All is right in the world nga naman at that time. And because of this... I know how important it is for you to make him happy. I know how you want him to approve of everything you do. I know how it hurts you to see him sad and frustrated because of something you thought you did wrong.  I know how much you’re willing to sacrifice and do for him, to be as much as contented as you are with him. The way dress and present your self, Who you are friend...

I’m not well known for making the best decisions in my life. I tend to push myself to my limits and not all outcomes are very good. There’s always a big risk if one is in the process of getting to know his/her self. So people often ask me, “Don’t you wish you made a different decision?”. All of us, at some point in life, can’t help but want a “do-over” . It may be because you transferred to a different school (and then came back) , which lead to a year-delay at uni.  As if four years wasn't enough. Maybe you lost your best friend because you said something entirely bitchy to her. You just can’t help yourself. Or you lost your great love because you had ran out of patience and energy to deal with all the b*llsh*t. Hanggang kelan ka pa magpapakatanga diba? But then, at some point, you regret saying or doing things and think “what if?” What if I just stayed? Staying could have had me graduate on time, instead of having an extra year at uni for lacking the ...